Terrible...

[unluckymelody]

I hate this. I wish I could smile like I normally do, for everybody else, but I feel weak and homesick and scared and I feel like crying...

I miss Grandpa and his voice, and the stories he'd always tell, and his soup. I miss my friends, Raiel and his cheerful attitude, Oboe and his wisdom, Trom always holding onto my apron, Miss Sizer and Ocarina... I even miss Hamel. I hope he's okay without me.

I feel terrible. I'm tired and I feel achy and hot, worse than I've ever felt after using my powers before... I feel like I could sleep for weeks.

Is this what it feels like for Mom, only all the time? I miss her. I'm scared for her and I wish she was here to tell me it'll be all right and give me a hug... all I have to remind me of her in this awful place is my necklace. I don't even have the dress she gave me with the silly cloak... I wish I had something that smelled like her, at least. I wish I could talk to her through the crystal ball, but I don't even have that.

It's not like me to be so sad, but I'm too tired and sick to be happy right now... I hope this goes away soon.

Comments

[silencedheaven.livejournal.com]

I, I know how you feel, Miss Flute. I'm, so sorry I can't, that I can't help you.... It's like I don't have one cheerful thought anymore.... I'm just so exhausted...

M-Maybe you should, rest, some... or ... have something warm...

I'm so sorry....

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

It's really all right, Miss Nill... I'm normally not like this. It's probably just one of those days.

I'll make something warm. That will help. Thank you for caring.

[silencedheaven.livejournal.com]

Y-Yes, I suppose so. I, I really hope you feel better, Miss Flute... no one should have to feel like that at all...

I'm glad...