Terrible...

[unluckymelody]

I hate this. I wish I could smile like I normally do, for everybody else, but I feel weak and homesick and scared and I feel like crying...

I miss Grandpa and his voice, and the stories he'd always tell, and his soup. I miss my friends, Raiel and his cheerful attitude, Oboe and his wisdom, Trom always holding onto my apron, Miss Sizer and Ocarina... I even miss Hamel. I hope he's okay without me.

I feel terrible. I'm tired and I feel achy and hot, worse than I've ever felt after using my powers before... I feel like I could sleep for weeks.

Is this what it feels like for Mom, only all the time? I miss her. I'm scared for her and I wish she was here to tell me it'll be all right and give me a hug... all I have to remind me of her in this awful place is my necklace. I don't even have the dress she gave me with the silly cloak... I wish I had something that smelled like her, at least. I wish I could talk to her through the crystal ball, but I don't even have that.

It's not like me to be so sad, but I'm too tired and sick to be happy right now... I hope this goes away soon.

Comments

[silencedheaven.livejournal.com]

I, I know how you feel, Miss Flute. I'm, so sorry I can't, that I can't help you.... It's like I don't have one cheerful thought anymore.... I'm just so exhausted...

M-Maybe you should, rest, some... or ... have something warm...

I'm so sorry....

[gorgeousgiselle.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you feel so bad right now. I don't feel very much like myself either. Not only does it feel like I fell out of a tree but I went to go bake this morning and couldn't even bring myself to do that. Oh, I'm just so exhausted. But, maybe this is just a sign that we've both been very busy and need to sit back and sleep. Sometimes sleeping it off can be good.

We all have friends we miss but as long as they are in our hearts and we keep them in our minds they are always with us in spirit.

[mayaheemayahoo.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you feel so bad... would some chicken soup help? We've got some cans of it in the cabinets and I could be your soup delivery person.

[breakmy-stride.livejournal.com]

Sounds like you're coming down with something. You should try to get some sleep.

Are you going to be okay? Do you need someone to come stay with you?

...it'll be alright. Don't worry.

[huff-puff-wolf.livejournal.com]

Awwwrrooo, ohhh, I can't believe that you're not feeling well, either! (Thought it was just a bad bout of pain from these injuries!...)

Rrrrrr, sorry you miss your friends...