Terrible...

[unluckymelody]

I hate this. I wish I could smile like I normally do, for everybody else, but I feel weak and homesick and scared and I feel like crying...

I miss Grandpa and his voice, and the stories he'd always tell, and his soup. I miss my friends, Raiel and his cheerful attitude, Oboe and his wisdom, Trom always holding onto my apron, Miss Sizer and Ocarina... I even miss Hamel. I hope he's okay without me.

I feel terrible. I'm tired and I feel achy and hot, worse than I've ever felt after using my powers before... I feel like I could sleep for weeks.

Is this what it feels like for Mom, only all the time? I miss her. I'm scared for her and I wish she was here to tell me it'll be all right and give me a hug... all I have to remind me of her in this awful place is my necklace. I don't even have the dress she gave me with the silly cloak... I wish I had something that smelled like her, at least. I wish I could talk to her through the crystal ball, but I don't even have that.

It's not like me to be so sad, but I'm too tired and sick to be happy right now... I hope this goes away soon.

Comments

[silencedheaven.livejournal.com]

I, I know how you feel, Miss Flute. I'm, so sorry I can't, that I can't help you.... It's like I don't have one cheerful thought anymore.... I'm just so exhausted...

M-Maybe you should, rest, some... or ... have something warm...

I'm so sorry....

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

It's really all right, Miss Nill... I'm normally not like this. It's probably just one of those days.

I'll make something warm. That will help. Thank you for caring.

[silencedheaven.livejournal.com]

Y-Yes, I suppose so. I, I really hope you feel better, Miss Flute... no one should have to feel like that at all...

I'm glad...

[gorgeousgiselle.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you feel so bad right now. I don't feel very much like myself either. Not only does it feel like I fell out of a tree but I went to go bake this morning and couldn't even bring myself to do that. Oh, I'm just so exhausted. But, maybe this is just a sign that we've both been very busy and need to sit back and sleep. Sometimes sleeping it off can be good.

We all have friends we miss but as long as they are in our hearts and we keep them in our minds they are always with us in spirit.

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

Yes... I think I'm just still tired from last week. Some rest will do me good.

I do believe my friends are always with me. I just wish I could hear their voices sometimes...

[gorgeousgiselle.livejournal.com]

Good. I'll get some rest too.

Yes, I know it's not the same and can be difficult at times...but we have new friends too. They can't replace people we left but we should appreciate the support and love they can give us all the same.

I'll give you a big hug next time we see each other okay?

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Miss Giselle. That'd be really great.

[mayaheemayahoo.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you feel so bad... would some chicken soup help? We've got some cans of it in the cabinets and I could be your soup delivery person.

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

Chicken soup sounds wonderful. That would be very nice, Miss... um...

[mayaheemayahoo.livejournal.com]

Maya! Maya Fey. I'm Mia's little sister, if you know her.

Just let me know where you live and I'll be by later with your soup! I feel a little rotten suddenly too... I mean, who knew that there were no Sundays in New York?

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

I'm Flute. It's a pleasure to meet you, Miss Maya.

I live over near Union Square Park in a bookstore... but, uh, I think there ARE Sundays here. There just... wasn't one this week for some reason.

[breakmy-stride.livejournal.com]

Sounds like you're coming down with something. You should try to get some sleep.

Are you going to be okay? Do you need someone to come stay with you?

...it'll be alright. Don't worry.

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

I plan to get some more sleep, thank you... and I'm sure I'll be fine. I'm just a little homesick right now.

Thanks for your concern~

[breakmy-stride.livejournal.com]

Alright. If you need anything, let me know.

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It's great that everyone here is so kind!

[huff-puff-wolf.livejournal.com]

Awwwrrooo, ohhh, I can't believe that you're not feeling well, either! (Thought it was just a bad bout of pain from these injuries!...)

Rrrrrr, sorry you miss your friends...

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

I know... it's really not like me. I guess it must be that I don't feel well.

I'm sure I'll be all right... I have friends here too, right, Mr. Wolf?

[huff-puff-wolf.livejournal.com]

Hurrrrr, I hope I didn't pass on anything to you! I've felt terrible all morning, too...didn't even want any breakfast, and I always have breakfast! Sometimes two.

Of course you do! You'd have to have lots of them! And since everyone else seems to have their old friends turn up...perhaps some of yours will, too!

[unluckymelody.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Mr. Wolf... I do feel a lot better.