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I hate this. I wish I could smile like I normally do, for everybody else, but I feel weak and homesick and scared and I feel like crying...

I miss Grandpa and his voice, and the stories he'd always tell, and his soup. I miss my friends, Raiel and his cheerful attitude, Oboe and his wisdom, Trom always holding onto my apron, Miss Sizer and Ocarina... I even miss Hamel. I hope he's okay without me.

I feel terrible. I'm tired and I feel achy and hot, worse than I've ever felt after using my powers before... I feel like I could sleep for weeks.

Is this what it feels like for Mom, only all the time? I miss her. I'm scared for her and I wish she was here to tell me it'll be all right and give me a hug... all I have to remind me of her in this awful place is my necklace. I don't even have the dress she gave me with the silly cloak... I wish I had something that smelled like her, at least. I wish I could talk to her through the crystal ball, but I don't even have that.

It's not like me to be so sad, but I'm too tired and sick to be happy right now... I hope this goes away soon.

Date: 2008-04-27 06:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silencedheaven.livejournal.com
I, I know how you feel, Miss Flute. I'm, so sorry I can't, that I can't help you.... It's like I don't have one cheerful thought anymore.... I'm just so exhausted...

M-Maybe you should, rest, some... or ... have something warm...

I'm so sorry....

Date: 2008-04-27 06:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unluckymelody.livejournal.com
It's really all right, Miss Nill... I'm normally not like this. It's probably just one of those days.

I'll make something warm. That will help. Thank you for caring.

Date: 2008-04-27 06:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silencedheaven.livejournal.com
Y-Yes, I suppose so. I, I really hope you feel better, Miss Flute... no one should have to feel like that at all...

I'm glad...

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